This man ❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕

It's been a turbulent few days and it worries me that our lives seem to be incapable of anything else anymore. Gabe was suspended for a few days from work for insubordination for arguing with his boss, but luckily not fired. He knows very well he messed up but I also understand why he said what he said. His boss wanted to make it so no one on his crew would get time off for a month which is what made my beloved lose it. He said it was bullshit that he barely gets to see Trevor and I as it is and he can't ask him to spend even less time with us. I understand his objections but I also don't want to be the reason he loses his job. It's a good job and he worked hard to get here but I will admit there was an unhealthy amount of messaging each other at work. It's just tough spending so much time apart and neither of us handles it well. I truly hope it wasn't because he got caught texting me at work that he's on thin ice now. He said technically they can't fire him because none of the other guys know how to work the machines that he does nor do they have the experience needed to take his job. I hope so. I'm caught between feeling guilty that most likely he's in trouble because of me and thinking it's romantic that he still wants to be with me that much. He texted me when it happened saying he would be home soon and not to make dinner, and brought home a pizza . He put the pizza box down and grabbed me, apologizing for getting in trouble and for not texting me that day because he knew his boss was pissed at him already. " I'm so sorry, baby. I couldn't keep my mouth shut and I needed to hear from you. I missed you so much and I hate when we're not together. Can you forgive me?" I told him there was nothing to forgive and missed him just as much. He said he didn't want me to spend time cooking, he just wanted to be with me. Is it weird that we can't seem to leave each other alone? I've never felt this way before, and I can't help it. He taught me how to change a tire because I had to call him to come and help me and I don't want to have to ask that again. I guess that's it for now.