We're officially married!!!! I can't tell you how happy I am right now. Mom was a little less than enthusiastic about Gabe and I getting married but we belong together, there's no doubt in my mind about that. Our honeymoon is going to be as I planned it; I'm going to finally see Salem and Edgar Allan Poe's house. Most importantly, I get to be with my husband. God, I love that I get to finally call him that. A week of just us; no work, no housework, and Cory is going to take care of our pets. He loves animals as much as we do, so I was pretty sure he wouldn't mind helping us out. He can't remember being this happy and I don't think I ever have been. This is also the first full week either of us has had off in an extremely long time. We deserve this happiness, right? As he said " None of the pain, craziness, sadness, or bullshit that we've been through matters anymore. All that matters is that we're here now and we make each other better people, we make each other happy. " He's right; none of that really matters now, though admittedly some of it led me to him. I guess I was where I needed to be when we found each other. It was a simple, wonderful ceremony. We had our families and that was it. The company we hired to set up added a few extra chairs but knew we didn't invite anyone else. I truly just want to spend every minute making him happy, that's all I can do but am going to spend the rest of my life making sure he knows how loved he is. I truly wish Mom could have managed a smile at the wedding; her oldest daughter finally found a man she wants to spend the rest of her life with. I truthfully don't think either of us saw this day coming, and definitely not my beloved, he was an absolute surprise. It's nice to know I suppose that even after so many years life can still surprise you. I found it funny that in our vows we both said something about how the other saved us. Me from feelings of loss, emptiness, loneliness, and constantly wanting something yet not quite sure what. Turns out it was him I was looking for. I feel complete. The missing piece of my heart was found.
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