Such a wonderful night and now he's sick in bed
Valentine's Day was such a wonderful night and the restaurant was absolutely beautiful but again I felt badly that he spent money on me. I would have been happy with him just being home all night and he knows it but said I deserve a nice dinner and some peace and quiet but didn't mention how much he needs the peace and quiet himself. I knew it when we got into bed and he grabbed me and held me like his life depended on it, that's how I know he's having a tough time. I got a call from him yesterday that went something like this" Baby, please don't get upset but I got into an argument with my boss. I'm not fired, but I want out of here as soon as possible. I don't know how long I can still do this and don't want to anymore." " What happened, mi amor?" "He was mad that I took off a little early so I could be with you even though I've worked overtime every other day this week. He said he won't schedule any time off for me for at least 2 weeks to make sure the projects get finished. I barely see you as it is and I don't do enough for Trevor. I want to be a husband and father who's there for his wife and kid." " You do so much for us, mi amor. You work stupid hours at a job you hate so we have food and a home. I don't want you to continue since it obviously makes you unhappy. You deserve so much better." " I already have the best, baby. I don't know what I would do without you." " I don't know what I would do without you either. I love you so much." " I love you more. " I heard him throwing up this morning while I got up to feed Trevor and went to check his temperature to find he had a fever of 103 and a splitting headache. I told him to go lay down and his boss was reluctant to let him stay home but had to agree him puking his guts out all over the job site wouldn't be a good idea. He finally fell asleep about an hour ago and keeping Trevor and our pets quiet has been remarkably easy so far. I need to get some flu medicine for him and I think I can do so quickly enough he won't notice I was gone. I want to be here for him when he wakes up. I was afraid he was going to get sick keeping the schedule he did and I was right. I told you he was exhausted and he had been working far too much. I guess that's it for now.







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