Soooo tired

Again, I don't mean to complain about all the shit we have to do but it's ridiculous at this point. My beloved sent me these pictures of a sink hole that formed in the freeway that he and his friends need to fix so no one drives into it. He said they were moved immediately to that project because it presented an obvious and immediate danger to people that couldn't be ignored. However, that mean the drainage system upgrade project is delayed a bit because no other crew wants to do it. I hate that; they have other men working and it shouldn't be a problem for them to fill in for some time so nothing is left delayed or undone. I hate having to wake him when I go to feed Trecor in the morning; he looks and sounds so tired. Tomorrow being Valentine's Day he promised me he's going to take me to dinner though he hasn't told me yet where we're going. It's going to be the first time leaving Trevor with a sitter too, which makes me nervous. We need at least a few hours together and I trust Corey but it still makes me feel guilty to leave him. I'm still excited, don't get me wrong; it's just that he's almost 2 months old and I haven't left his side since he was born. I made a rack of ribs and he devoured half of it for lunch, which made me so happy. I love that at least this way I can help and support him. I can't wait to dance with him again and just see him finally relax without worrying about schedules and work. I guess that's it for now.