As I told my beloved last night" I always look forward to Samhain yet it's always gone too quickly. " There's just something about that day that's drawn me to it, since I was a little girl. It's been a relatively peaceful day so far, at least for me, as he's working his ass off again. We were watching zombie movies last night, as I said, and I swear I heard something but didn't want to seem like an alarmist and kept quiet until he looks over at me and says " You heard that too, right?" Having confirmation from him at once reassured me and made me deeply uncomfortable; on one hand I was glad it wasn't just me hearing something strange but on the other if he heard it too that proved it wasn't just in my head. We got up and checked the security cameras and he went to check the area around our building and found nothing. Neither of us were as calm after that and I hate it; we finally had some peaceful time together and that happens. I also haven't spoken to Mom since she said that and maybe that's why I feel more peaceful today. I wanted to upload a picture of the makeup I wear on a (nearly) daily basis because I truly don't think it's that much. Maybe I am overly sensitive sometimes but she never criticizes my siblings for their appearance and it just seems deeply unfair. Cassie hardly wears makeup either and she and Mom seem to agree on basically everything. I don't deserve to be shit on for being the only woman in my family who wears makeup. I guess that's it for now.
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