A better week and some peace.

This has been a much better week, and I say that with immeasurable gratitude and happiness. Gabe is so much more himself again and I'm so glad and relieved. We had more than a few moments of clinging to each other, trying not to leave before we absolutely had to. I miss him even now, we can't get enough of each other. He sent me this picture of a pump they installed to help with the flooding, to get rid of the water faster. He also bought me some skin care, as thanks for not giving up on him when he was having a hard time. I think it's also at least partially because I've been feeling a bit insecure since I started really showing how pregnant I am and how it screws up my skin in addition to me feeling like a balloon and eating more than I feel like I should. He constantly tells me he loves me and how beautiful I am but it's easy to forget. I had something of a bad day on Wednesday; I ran out of the house trying to get to a meeting that had been moved up by 45 minutes and my phone fell out of my purse, hiting the driveway and I ran it over accidentally. I naturally didn't notice until I got to the office and by then it was too late. I had to rush to the store to replace it on my lunch break. I came home feelinr down but was surprised by my beloved cooking dinner and offering me coffe, strawberries, and donut holes. He also included a little jar of glitter with Kuromi on it, as he she's my favorite Sanrio character. Those little things make all the difference as I feel how much he loves me and know he just wanted to make me feel better. It's not that I don't know he loves me, but I love that he shows it unabashedly. He claims he's doing better and that he couldn't have gotten through this without me. 😍😍😍 That's all I want; to make him happy. I guess that's it for now.

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