WTF, AGAIN

I got a concerning text this morning and struggled with whether or not I should tell my beloved what happened. He's been so busy with work, and barely sleeping. On the upside, their project should be finished pretty soon. I ultimately decided to tell him about it on his lunch break, and even if it's nothing it didn't make him happy. He and I were talking about going away for a few days when this project is finally finished and he actually gets some time off. He said we're definitely going now, to get away from everyone. To be honest I want to go with him and just never come back. I want to start over sometimes but I also don't want to completey leave my family behind. I've been struggling to fulfill my obligations ( at least in my mind) as a wife, sister, and daughter and wonder if things wouldn't be simpler if it were just the two of us. I would miss my family though, even if they get on my nerves sometimes. He understands that and relates; he still wants his mom's approval for example.I know he and I are both under a lot of stress and have to ask when that ends. I guess that's it for now.

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