Needed a break
I'm honestly trying to remain calm and speak ellequently and truthfully without entirely letting my emotions run the show. I would be lying if I said those comments weren't still bothering me. It just pisses me off to think that these absolute waste of space morons think they have the faintest idea of what kind of people they were so quick to judge, nor any moral high ground to stand on. They have no idea the condition we were in when we met, nor the circumstances. We were both in bad shape and managed to pull each other out of some very dark places. I lay there last night, my beloved resting his head on my chest, and wishing I could do more to help him. He worked an 18.5 hour day yesterday and will do the same thing for the next few days. I let him sleep,as he was obviously exhausted, and thought about what they said. I know full well what he goes through for the money they claim I'm after, and want nothing but him and his love. We have discussed this, you know? He told me he had been with women who actually were like that, and was never going through that again. They never wanted him or loved him, but demanded he act basically as a sentient ATM. He was actually worried he might get into the same situation with me, and I quite pleasantly surprised him. He isn't stupid, and was far more careful before getting very serious about me. I think this is an extremely unfair and terrible way to look at people, especially people you don't know. I realize I'm judging them too, but allow me this bit of hypocrisy. I need to truly let this go now.




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