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I'm sorry I haven't been as active here as I should be but this was one of the most horrible weeks ever, and I was honestly so tired I decided to take a break for a few days. I attempted to get out of bed this morning and felt my beloved pull me back in, holding me especially close. That's partially how I know things have been tough for him ; he holds me like his life depends on it. "Give me just a minute, I need you. You don't know how much I miss you when I'm gone. This is home. " He laid his head on my chest and just listened to the beat of my heart. I don't want him to know how much I miss him either, because it has to be this way for now. He kissed me and we reluctantly got up to start the day. He and his guys are starting another project that he really doesn't want to do, but will. The minutes until I bring my beloved his lunch are interminable, I can't wait to see him again. I have done a few things besides working, l went to see the bears again and made some delicious food, but that's all I had time. I guess that's it for now.