OMG We needed this

I don't want to complain too much but the tiny break we got over the last couple of days was absolutely necessary. My beloved seemed so happy watching the water and fireworks with me, and at peace. We might have only had the night of the 3rd and most of the day of the 4th to ourselves, but we had such a great time. He slept so well and so much, I know he needed it. Unfortunately as soon as we got home we had to get ready for him to get back to work; he's fixing things after a storm and I made the ravenous love of my life chicken and mashed potatoes, with a fresh batch of raspberry ice cream waiting in the freezer. He was so hungry; I had one piece of chicken to his four. He needs it though, I know that. I was a fool to think his boss would ever really let him have a proper vacation. We couldn't actually afford it anyway, I suppose. Having Trevor is going to be a huge adventure. I truly loved being able to just grab Gabe and snuggle with him on our little trip, it was wonderful. I have another project I need to get to work on; I had a section of my closet with a few dresses I don't remember buying but I know I must have. I actually decided to wear one of them today and Gabe's reaction was simply "God you're beautiful. " ❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕 Obviously, it's going into my usual rotation until I get too pregnant to wear it. I hate that I have so much shit piled in my closet that I genuinely don't remember buying some of it. I sit here thinking how remarkably lucky I am to have the life I do; and while it has its challenges, I have to be one of the happiest women on the planet. If we never had to worry about money we would be set, you know? I guess that's it for now.