I need to mention again what an amazing man I have. He messaged me to apologize for being so busy with his project and mentioned he only got one break today, and he talked to me before even getting water. It's ridiculously hot outside and still he talks to me first. 💕❤️😭 I still often feel I'm not worthy of such love and devotion. I brought him some water and a sandwich, as a modest reciprocation of the love he shows me every day. We had a small gender reveal party on the beach so his parents could come. They're both so happy and we have a name for him; Trevor Kevin Rodriguez, for his brother and my father. I can't tell you how happy I am right now. I was sitting outside watching Mochi play in the courtyard of our building and saw this magpie; the way the light hit it just struck me as so beautiful. I had to stay in the shade while Mochi ran around because it's boiling hot but she was going a bit crazy in the apartment and I figurerd it wouldn't be quite as hot on the grass. The fact that it is so hot and is only going to get worse does worry me for my beloved though, I worry about him working out there and using his time to talk to me rather than drinking water. I told him to be careful and get some water, and I know he will but I worry about heatstroke still. He wouldn't do anything that would take him away from me, and vice versa. We still have this need to be together, and can't help it. Words honestly fail to express my love for this man. I guess that's it for now.
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