I made more pork chops for my beloved's lunch today, as well as a good breakfast for him and myself. He wasn't kidding about how busy this project is going to keep him. Replacing an entire stretch of freeway in a city of millions is a huge job. No wonder he was a bit nervous about it and didn't really want to get started. He's trying again to get as much done as possible as quickly as possible because traffic here is terrible as it is and delays and detours just piss people off. I know he didn't want to leave this morning and I didn't want to let him go. I asked him before we got out of bed if he's going to be okay and he looked me straight in the eye and said " As long as I have you I will be. Every single day I live is dedicated to you and our baby. Nothing else matters now." How did I get this lucky? 🥺🥺🥺♥️💕♥️💕♥️💕 I feel like I don't deserve this level of devotion as every other man I've known has done nothing but use me, lie to me, or cheat on me. I simply grabbed him and gave him the deepest kiss I could, I had no words for that. It still boggles my mind that we tried to deny our feelings for each other and what was happening between us. I know for a fact I was afraid of getting hurt again and afraid he was no different than every other man I had known; either another weirdo with a goth fetish or a guy who wants a big chested girlfriend. Those are exclusively the kinds of men who talk to me and I absolutely hate them. I guess that's it for now.
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