We're so tired 🥱🥱😭😭

This has (as usual) been a very busy and difficult week. My beloved got me this cute little keychain in anticipation of our little one being born. He's been 100,000% loving and supportive but one of the last things he said to me was " I'm exhausted." Of course he was up by 4:30 , he gets to sleep an entire hour more. 🙄🙄🙄 He's been working his hands to the bone, taking every work assignment he's given and not complaining. He looked so tired when I brought him his lunch today; grabbing me so tightly and kissing me like he hadn't seen me in months. I didn't get the chance to take a picture of the swiss and corned beef sandwich I made for him, he was ravenous and the food was very welcome. The last few nights we've fallen asleep as soon as our heads hit the pillows. He always opens his arms for me to crawl into, and wraps them around me when we sleep. Every night so far this week we don't really have the energy to watch TV or talk, we're just too tired. We were trying to watch a movie last night and I couldn't keep my eyes open. I definitely notice I get tired easier now. I saw the work schedule his boss gave him and I don't know how he's supposed to do all this, even with his guys helping him. He's repairing yet more streets today and that work never ends. They have projects to replace water mains and lines and of course he's helping with that too. I worry he's taking on too much for our sakes. I worry about him and what he's doing to himself for me and the baby. He won't hear about it though, and says it's his place to provide for us. I'm genuinely glad Curst Kosmetics and Dolls Kill want to work with me; we need the money so much. There was a shooting near his job site the other day and I freaked out, calling him just to hear his voice and make sure he's alright. Thankfully he is. I can't imagine losing him and I think I understand how he felt when he heard that Dennis had tried grab me out of my car. I meant it when I said he's the love of my life. There were police cars everywhere and it was terrible. I can't imagine losing him to some senseless violence. I guess that's it for now.