I awoke this morning to my beloved's voice offering me coffee and breakfast, then a sweet loving kiss and him lifting my nightgown to kiss my belly. He loves me and our baby so much. He had to run to work but wanted to make sure I had breakfast before he left. He didn't want to leave and has been messaging me every chance he gets; the love of my God damn life. I really struggled to let him go this morning and lost count of how many times I kissed him; I had to force my arms to let go of him. I swear I couldn't love him more if I tried. He kissed me one last time and said he'd be back as soon as he can, we both miss each other though. I'm glad in a way to be at work; at least Mom can't come in and ruin my mood. I'm genuinely so happy I almost don't know how to express it. I found these cookie designs and decorations and had to save them; I 100% plan on baking these for our child. They're going to be raised with my love of Halloween, believe me. 🎃👻 I'm so glad I met and decided to answer the handsome, shy man who walked up to me in a record store, surprised I was buying the same Behemoth album he was. I didn't know it then but I had met the absolute love of my life. Now every morning I wake to "Good morning, my love" or " Good morning, beautiful. " He didn't think I would fall for him, he didn't think he was handsome enough for me. I fell for him like I've never fallen before and never want to quit falling for him. I know he misses me like crazy when he's at work and it gets more difficult for us to stay apart. The problem is we need to work as much as possible to save up for the baby. I guess that's it for now. I need to get back to work.
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