So very lucky ♥️💕♥️💕♥️💕

I sit here wondering what I could possibly have done to deserve my beloved once again. He picked me up from work and took me to this Japanese place I love and they had the cutest mochi I've ever seen in my life. I honestly almost couldn't eat them they were so cute. He took clean clothes with him as he had planned this entire thing and looked so handsome walking into my office. He always makes my heart skip a beat. We had a mini beach date as there was a bit of time left before we had to go back to work. His boss seems to be a little more kind-hearted and understanding towards him since we announced the fact that I'm pregnant, and I'm grateful for that to no end. My only concern is money once again; we don't technically need to go to lunch when we have enough to eat at home, you know? Not that I don't love him for doing things like this, I definitely do, but I feel spoiled and guilty every time. He claims he needs a break and a bit of fun as much as I do, which I fully believe, but I would be happy just sitting on the couch with him. I know he needs more in his life that just work and he hasn't had the best time of it lately with all these projects he keeps getting handed so I understand his desire to break the routine of our lives just a bit; but we don't necessarily have to spend too much to do that. He says I deserve to be spoiled and I should always be treated this way. 💕♥️💕♥️ He knows what to say to me, that's for sure. I think in a way he does this because of how terribly I was treated before and he wants to keep proving to me he's better than Shoji. I figured that out over 2 years ago, but I appreciate the contined effort. 🥺 I don't need to compare and contrast these 2 men because they're so different as to be like night and day. Aside from being men in their 40s with dark hair and eyes who love metal and animals; that's where the similarities between them end. He and I struggled to leave each other again this morning, literally having to force ourselves to let each other go. I tried to get up to start the day and he grabs me, saying " Let me hold you, baby.I need just a few more minutes with you." ❤️💕❤️💕 He was warm and I wasn't exactly struggling, but I knew we couldn't stay in bed forever. I was so happy when he came to pick me up; we both missed each other so much. I had to mention what a wonderful day this has been, despite my guilt at the money he spent. I guess that's it for now.