So busy and tired ....again

I know it's become repetitive for me to complain about being busy and tired but I truly have no other words to describe us. After work yesterday I threw a pizza together for dinner and thankfully it turned out great. We almost made it through a movie without falling asleep but if I'm honest I was starting to drift off towards the end. He didn't notice and I think he might have fallen asleep too. I made him another sandwich today and snapped a few pictures before handing it to him. Poor man is ravenous, taking the sandwich with a smile before kissing me and saying " Thank you, my love. " I hope that was enough. It's at least a little less warm out today but it's still too warm for my liking. He absolutely loved the pizza and I plan on doing that again. He took me to see the house he wants for us and this is the kitchen. 😍😍 It's a bit sterile looking for my taste but I could totally work with it. He saw my face looking at it and said" I knew you would love this. I know you hate our kitchen and it's too small. " As usual, he knows my thoughts and feelings well. I shouldn't complain; I have food to eat and somewhere to prepare it, not to mention someone I love to eat with. I maintain I don't want him working himself into the ground for us and a house though. He woke up promptly at 4:00 am, trying not to wake me, but about 4:30 I woke up anyway feeling sick to my stomach and bolted for the bathroom, immediately throwing up in one of the first instances of morning sickness I was told to expect. He rushed in, holding my hair back and rubbing my back until I was finished. He knows I was miserable in that moment and tried to make me feel better, saying "I'm sorry, baby." and taking me in his arms. " I'm alright, mi amor. I'll be fine." I don't want him to worry about me; he has enough to worry about. I feel fine now but I'll be doing the same tomorrow morning most likely. It worries me that the new water lines won't be finished for weeks, while the streets need work at the same time. Like I said; there's no way he and his guys can get this done in the time frame given. I guess that's it for now.

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