I came home rarher late last night and my beloved came home even later I will say downtown is beautiful with all the lights but I should have been home earlier. I have more laundry to do and haven't been able to make more than simple meals for us for weeks it feels like. I still feel a bit off but I'm quite worried about Gabe; he's so tired. I actually had to wake him this morning; I was up vomiting and trying not to disturb him but it got late enough if I didn't wake him he wouldn't make it to work on time. He rolled over, muttering "One more minute, baby." This is the man who never had trouble waking up on time before and now he struggles because they've been trying to cram more than a week's worth of work into a few days and this can't keep going. He brought home this little set of baby clothes and I almost cried; he's going to be the absolute best father and husband. I swear I see dark circles under his beautiful eyes and I worry. I took Mochi back to our favorite park and found a tiny rabbit that actually let me pet it. I couldn't resist, it was so cute. I had a rabbit as a little girl and loved him so much. I wouldn't mind having another but know we can't afford it and have no place for it. I have so much to be grateful for and happy about; I need to quit thinking of what I still want. I need to take care of Gabe and the baby when it comes; that's of utmost importance and everything else is secondary. When he got home yesterday the first thing he did was wrap me in his arms and hold me tightly, softly telling me how much he missed me and needs me and that he couldn't wait to get home. 😭😭🥺🥺🥺 I told him how much I missed him and all he could say was" Trust me, I missed you more." I told him how sorry I was that they're so tough on him and he said " I couldn't get through this shit without you. " The look on his face and in his eyes was so honest I couldn't resist. I know he meant it. I guess that's it for now.
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