I had more to say and thought it was best to break everything up into smaller pieces. I tend to be the kind of person who photographs and documents everything, because part of me fears I won't remember some things otherwise. My dad had some memory issues towards the end of his life and part of me worries that could be hereditary. For my sake as well as the baby's. I used our crockpot for the first time in a while and made some delicious lentil soup; it was so convenient because I could start it before leaving for work and it would be finished by the time I got home. I also baked some pumpkin white chocolate chip muffins and a tiny loaf of bread with chocolate sauce drizzled on top. It was wonderful, and a nice easy recipe. I went this morning on a small trip to a sanctuary for bears that were caught wandering down from the hills and going too close to towns and scaring people nearby. I grew up in an area that actually had quite a few bears around and was honestly pretty afraid of them, so I'm trying to rid myself of that fear. They looked kind of cute and maybe bored in their enclosures, which made me a little sad, but I actually enjoyed seeing them. I mentioned having a closet and drawers I needed to clean up, right? Mom and I had yet more words and I found the motivation to do it all after talking to her. She came over unnaounced and uninvited again after I told her to leave the last time we spoke. She claimed she needed my help with her PC again as she had downloaded a virus, then started harping on the fact that I had some unwashed laundry in the hamper in our room and my clothes weren't perfectly organized in the closet and drawers. I know this and her nagging didn't help. I had everything perfect in less than 2 hours after talking to her I was so mad. She doesn't respect my boundaries, obviously, and I hate that. I reluctantly agreed to help her, ran some virus checks and it seems she clicked on a link she shouldn't have, and it was malware but not the most insidious kind, so I did a hard reset of the system and it seems to have worked. I warned her to be more careful and left. I'm still not happy with her, but didn't want to ignore her completely. She's taken advantage of my love for her and my sympathy before and that's not changing. I guess that's it for now.
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