Come on now 🤬🤬🤬

I was making biscuits and gravy for breakfast for my beloved and myself when Mom invited herself over again, criticizing my baking technique and the recipe I was using and I nearly lost it when she actually stuck her hand in the dough I was mixing. She taught me how to cook and knows I can do it; even taking one of the bisquits for herself that I had meant for Gabe to eat. I ate one less bisquit as a result and let him have one I had meant for myself. I had to attempt to keep the anger out of my voice when I told her I didn't want her sticking her hand in our food. This is our kitchen, not hers, and I wish she would realize that. He took me aside, asking me " Are you okay? Did you get enough to eat, baby?" I assured him yes on both points but admitted how annoyed I was with her, telling him I wanted her to just leave. He knew; my face was practically screaming it. He just squeezed my hand and kissed my forehead, knowing there wasn't really anything he could do about the rift between Mom and I. He doesn't want me to get too upset or stressed out because it's not good for me or our baby. I have to smile still at that thought; our baby!! The joy of knowing we're going to be parents wasn't ruined by Mom being an ever present pain in my ass. I don't know why she does things like this though other than to try and break us up. Given that I'm pregnant even if we (God forbid) broke up I would still want Gabe to see our child and be a part of their life. She barely looked at or spoke to him while she was here; the strategy of ignoring someone and hoping they'll go away. In all seriousness though; why does she hate him? What has he ever done to her? All I want is to be happy and live in peace with the man who loves me and helped me put myself back together after I truly was almost broken by Shoji and his betrayal. I guess that's it for now.