This has been a long week, and I know I say that often but it's always true. I made a hurried breakfast for both of us and we had to run, as always. We had a lunch date on the beach today and I wanted to show how nice it is in the daylight too, though it wasn't deserted like the night we lay there together. I hate that we only get to have lunch together once a week; it seems so unfair. At least it was peaceful and wonderful, but we just never seem to get enough of each other. We were both asleep in a few minutes every night so far this week, and I can't wait to go to the shows we have tickets for. I miss time with him so much and we both need it; I know we're both working towards something but it's not fair that we have to spend so much time apart. He feels it too; hitting me with "I love you" and "I miss you" messages throughout the days. I was so happy to see him walk into my office to pick me up for lunch today, and was sad to let him go again. The look in his eyes when he said " I love you, baby. I can't wait to see you at home. " 🥹🥹😍😍 I had conversations with a few friends of mine that really threw into stark relief how lucky we truly are. Brian sent me a message asking if Gabe ever yelled at me for small things, for example messing up dinner. I told him he's never yelled at me for anything at all and he was shocked; he messed up a Crock-Pot recipe he was cooking and his wife started yelling and throwing things at him, which makes me sad. Another was saying how alone he feels, that he hasn't had even a hug in years and I can't imagine that. I'm surrounded by love and should truly never forget that fact. I not only have a man who loves me but a (somewhat difficult) family that does too. I think I might have taken that for granted sometimes. I guess that's it for now.
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