I want to go back to that feeling 🏖️🌊
I made some bratwurst and mashed potatoes for my beloved and he was so hungry I didn't get the chance to take a nice picture of the plate. Poor guy was ravenous, he's working so hard. He wrapped me in his arms and said " Thank you for always taking care of me, my love. You're the most amazing woman I know." 🥹🥹🥹 Again, I want so much for it to just be the 2 of us, and no one else. That night at the beach is what I want the rest of our lives to be; peaceful, happy, and wonderful. I keep telling myself it shouldn't be that much to ask but it might be. I thought I might incorporate a couple of new products in my skin care routine; they're not terribly expensive and I could benefit from them. I keep thinking about that RV and maybe that really is what we should do. My boss called me in and I really didn't need to sit there while she talks to me like I'm an idiot. It didn't help that she didn't seem to know herself what she wanted from me, as everything she said she needed had been done for days. I went through and showed her I had filled out everything and filed every report she asked. I didn't even need to waste my time but I did. Then Mom called, asking if I could help her with her phone; she didn't know how to use one of the apps and insisted I help her. The thing is I've shown her at least 15 times and she doesn't truly want to learn, she likes asking me to help her. It's another way for her to keep me close. 🙄🙄🙄🙄So in short I could have done something useful at home but wasted a huge part of my day.
I did bake some muffins and plan to bring my beloved one. He deserves more than that but loves these muffins, so he gets one and some coffee. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss him, but know how busy he is. He's sweet enough to still keep me updated on all the shit he puts up with, we commiserate. I guess that's it for now.








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