This has been a terrible, busy week and it's not even over yet. I'm eating lunch just now at my desk and my beloved hasn't been sleeping much at all. This was the butter chicken and bread I made for him, as well as coffee and a fruit salad. I figured he at the very least deserves good food and coffee as there isn't much else I can do for him to take care of him. He in turn bought me some more accessories from Kreepsville 666 as an "I love you and thank you for everything you do for me." kind of gift. He loves watching me get ready and do my hair, kind of admires me as I do so. He's going to take me to dinner tomorrow night and for a walk by the river, mirroring one of our very first dates and I honestly can't wait. It's also going to be Mom's birthday tomorrow too and I want to do something nice for her. The problem is I don't know if I can top the book I got her for Christmas; she was so happy when she got it and I don't know of anything else she wants that much. I was thinking maybe a blueberry bush for her garden; she wants to grow her own berries and I like that idea. She also already has blackberries, raspberries, and strawberries so I figured I'd complete the set for her. I still want to be a good daughter to her; I just need her to ease up and let me be my own persson. I need her to recognize that I can make my own choices and am more than capable of standing on my own two feet. I don't need to choose for me and tell me what to do every day. She taught me to take care of myself from a very early age. I was more mature than most of my friends by 6th grade; smarter too, because of her in large part. She prepared me for life as well as she could and needs to let me live on my own terms. Gabe being a huge example; he definitely isn't the man she would choose for me but he's the right one. I guess that's it for now.
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