The title of today's entry is (obviously) what I am. ♥️💕♥️💕 I had a knock on my office door and the intern said " Excuse me,Ms. Wagner. I have a delivery. It's from your fiance." He then hands me a box and this bunch of flowers and coffee from my beloved. Inside was this ankh necklace from VampireFreaks that I absolutely love; he's listened to me talk endlessly about Ancient Egypt and how much I want to see the pyramids and all the temples. He said he chose their symbol for "life" because he wants me for life. God, the way he loves me. 🥰🥰A note came with it "I know this is a tough day, my love. We're going to make it through all the tough days together and have so many great days. I love you so much. " I felt so happy and cheered up instantly, I have to admit. We've both been working very hard all day; I can't tell you how much this means to me, how much he means to me. I needed to hear that more than I care to admit. He's legitimately the best thing to ever happen to me and proves it every day. I almost feel like I don't deserve this level of being spoiled and loved; part of me still feels like I'm unworthy but am still working on it. I have a fear that if I'm not careful my insecurities and trauma from how I was treated are going to get in the way and I might push him away when that's the last thing I want. Unfortunately my break is over now and I need to get back to work.
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