Not again 😭😭😭

I woke up to another creepy, annomous text this morning. My beloved (as always) got up before me and left quietly enough I didn't hear him, not even his truck. It said the person ( honestly I'm assuming a man) hasn't seen me in a while and asking how I am. Obviously, I did as he said and blocked the number and ignored the message but it still creeps me out. If this person actually knows me they should be in my contacts and I have no idea who this is or why they're texting me at 4:30 in the morning. It's weird too that they waited to text until they knew I was alone. It was a different number but same area code which suggests it's from the same place. I don't want to freak him out but honestly I'm scared. I don't want to go through this again. I hate that I've actually been told it's my fault men react to me this way and the way I dress or look is to blame; that's complete and utter bullshit. I had a man hit on me in a Walmart as I was getting groceries wearing a hoodie and jeans; I was tired, hungry, and not in any mood for him to hit on me so ignored him. He started yelling at and insulting me. I refuse to believe any part of that was my God damn fault. I also don't just give my number to anyone; my family, Gabe, and a few friends are the only ones who have it and they would never share it without permission either. That begs the question of how this person got it. I asked him to take me home tonight because I don't want to go alone. My sister will drive my car back to our place; she only lives a few blocks away. I know this inconvinces him and my sister and I'm sorry for that but I really don't feel safe. I need to think of something else for my own good ; I might not have much else figured out about the wedding yet but I have a brilliant idea for the honeymoon. I want to see Edgar Allan Poe's house in Baltimore then drive to Salem MA and see the Witch Museum and the Peabody Museum. It's about a 7 hour drive but we can manage it. Sorry for the double post of the Witch Museum picture, that was an accident. I've been wanting to go to Salem since high school honestly and reading "The Crucible". I realize it probably sounds like I'm choosing everything and not giving Gabe any input but he totally agreed and seems excited about it;though it really doesn't matter much to either of us what we do so long as we do it together. I'm almost off break and it's already been a long day. I guess that's it for now.

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