Not again 😭😭😭😭😭

I was trying to play a bit of"Pokemon " earlier and again haven't been able to focus. I was awoken by the sound of my beloved throwing up,again. He's sick AGAIN!!!!!! Please, please make this shit stop. He caught the norovirus from one of the guys he works with and is miserable. I had to explain to his boss that he's sick and needs time to actually get over this. I took him to the doctor and she said there isn't too much she can really do for him, he's going to have to rest and get his strength back. Kind of like the flu, but this is worse. I hate this so much; I took the rest of the day off to take care of him and want to make this as easy for him as possible. He's got a fever and is so weak; I weigh 135 pounds and he normally has no trouble lifting me but could barely lift his jacket to go to the doctor this morning. His boss let him have a few days off and I hope that's enough for him to actually recover. We both need a break from stress and worries; normally the only relief either of us get is being together. How are we supposed to get through all of this, honestly? He isn't supposed to be under any stress as he recovers and I'll be damned if I make it worse for him, but I am stressed and worried. I guess that's it for now.

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