Unbreakable bonds

Mom came over to thank me for this book I got her for Christmas; she had been trying so hard to find it and I happened upon it in a used book store and knew I had to snatch it up for her. I admit it wasn't brand new but the book had been out of print for a long time and the copy I found was in excellent condition for being as old as it is. She gave me a huge hug; and she's not really a hugger, so I know just how much that meant to her. I know we have our moments where we drive each other absolutely crazy but we still have a strong bond and love each other very much. Now that most of the big events are over for this year I've started thinking about next year and our wedding. Obviously I haven't really planned shit yet but I want it to be simple. Like I said, we're already living and acting more or less as husband and wife; this is just to make it official. I kind of want to wait until Gabe is feeling better to really make any plans. I was trying to get up to start the day and he pulls me back into bed, kisses me, and says " I love you so much." 😍🥰❤️ I have no defense against that and hope to never develop any. His fever finally broke and I hope he starts getting better fast. He has a bit of his strength back but if his boss tries to call him in tomorrow I will go down there and bust some heads. We need to talk about that too; his workload is going to kill him. He said he had planned to work as much as he can while he's younger and then take it easier when he's old but it seems his body is telling him to slow down. He doesn't want me to worry and I know he listens to what I have to say and actually seriously considers it, which I love, so I hope he takes my concerns to heart. Another thing I want to talk about with him; children. I 100% want a baby and I think he's on the same page but need to be certain. He would be an awesome father will be an awesome husband. I think one thing that worries both of us is if we'll be able to raise a baby without any of the issues we grew up with. I know we would give it our best shot and raise that baby with all the kove they deserve. It would be a proof of our bond and love for each other, and I love that so much. I guess that's enough for now.

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