This Man ♥️💕♥️💕

 I'm sorry I seem to talk about Gabe so much but I have to gush about him just a little. We were talking and trying to plan out the rest of our year and all of a sudden he pipes up with "I wish I could just be with you. That's all I want. " The affect he has on my heart. ♥️♥️♥️ He's turning 40 in a few months and I'd love to have a nice birthday party for him though he isn't really big on being the center of attention. He was talking about the big projects his boss has set out for him and his guys and is not happy about how much time he's going to have to spend away from home in order to get these things done on time. Ironically they were given this extra work for getting their previous projects finished on time. He's already practically the foreman of this crew and might be given another to run if he can handle it. I don't for a minute doubt his ability to handle it; I doubt his health while doing so though. It's still unseasonably hot here too; I went for a walk and had to cut it short. I was so warm and uncomfortable. This doesn't really feel like September. My mom was unable to keep her opinions on our relationship to herself again; saying that he's wasting my time if he isn't commiting to me. He and I are living together, we have a loving, monogamous relationship, and we're talking quite seriously about getting married. How is that not committed?!?! Why does she have such an issue with him?!?!?! I need to take a breath and try to calm down. It feels like she's trying to break us up and this is the first actual happy relationship I've ever had. WTF?!?!?!?!  Obviously, there's no way I'm going to leave him. It seems like we've been through so much in just 2 short years of knowing each other. I guess that's enough for now.